My last post was a little negative... I 'm sorry, I am trying to feel better about things.
On a VERY positive note, we heard the baby's heart beat Thursday. It was thrilling and a big reality check all at the same time. First, I was so happy to hear it, I can't explain the feeling and then, my next reaction was, " Oh my gosh, we are really having a baby!" But, it is a very good sign that all is well.
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Well, this is a first! (Well, ... practically)
I am out of work for the 2nd time in 21 years of working as an adult.
Today was my second day officially out of work, and I must say, staying home will take some getting used to. I spent over an hour filling out applications for financial assistance (with the baby on the way and all.) After a 20+ page application, I spent 33 minutes on hold, then another 40 minutes talking to a guy with marbles in his mouth, about why we make too much money to get assistance. (Are you kidding me?) 8 people in our house, plus one on the way (that they count) and two adults on unemployment make too much money? SERIOUSLY?
The only other time I was ever laid off, Sadie was not quite 3 months old, and I would have made more money on unemployment, because I wouldn't have the expense of daycare. At that time, I felt it was unfortunate that I got a job in a couple of weeks.
This time, I really don't know how I feel. If getting a job would make my income too high to qualify for financial aid, that would almost be a detriment, but if I got a job that had insurance to cover pre-existing conditions, it would be a blessing. Who knows?
I guess I'll have to trust that the only one who knows, will take care of things!
Today was my second day officially out of work, and I must say, staying home will take some getting used to. I spent over an hour filling out applications for financial assistance (with the baby on the way and all.) After a 20+ page application, I spent 33 minutes on hold, then another 40 minutes talking to a guy with marbles in his mouth, about why we make too much money to get assistance. (Are you kidding me?) 8 people in our house, plus one on the way (that they count) and two adults on unemployment make too much money? SERIOUSLY?
The only other time I was ever laid off, Sadie was not quite 3 months old, and I would have made more money on unemployment, because I wouldn't have the expense of daycare. At that time, I felt it was unfortunate that I got a job in a couple of weeks.
This time, I really don't know how I feel. If getting a job would make my income too high to qualify for financial aid, that would almost be a detriment, but if I got a job that had insurance to cover pre-existing conditions, it would be a blessing. Who knows?
I guess I'll have to trust that the only one who knows, will take care of things!
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