I am... Tag

I am: Heather; A wife, mom, daughter, sister, friend & child of God.
I know: that Christ lives.
I want: to be sealed to my husband.
I have: been watched over even when it would appear otherwise.
I miss: eating lunch with Ryan everyday.
I dislike: contention in my home.
I fear: I'll never be good enough.
I feel: like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I hear: office chatter, typing, etc.
I smell: my hand-cream.
I crave: time alone with Ryan.
I cry: because I feel out-of-control.
I usually: try to smile.
I wonder: how long it will be before I feel normal again.
I regret: ?????
I care: that my family is happy.
I worry: that my family won't be happy.
I am not: ready to give up.
I believe: that with faith, anything is possible.
I dance: when nobody is watching - most of the time
I sing: all the time. There is always a song in my head.
I don’t always: Tell people exactly how I feel.
I argue: when I feel threatened.
I write: E-mail, text messages & grocery lists
I win: ?????
I lose: time... every day
I wish: I could see the outcome.
I listen: to music.
I don't understand: the big picture.
I can usually be found: running around like a crazy person.
I am scared: of losing it all.
I need: to feel like I a make a difference.
I am happy: when I wake up and Ryan is there.
I tag: anyone with the desire or the time.